Thick coconut groves interspersed
with mango trees, cashews and jackfruit filled the landscape. Fox, mongoose,
and a wide variety of birds, insects, and reptiles lived in the dense darkness
of these landscapes safely, undisturbed by humankind. The hot wind blew singing
songs of enchanted land, smelling of fragrant wild flowers and sounding of
temple bells. Sun shone bright and radiant up in the sky. The open expanse of
the green paddy fields with its narrow pathways running through them echoed
infinite depths of silence. Streams flowed shamelessly through the woods. It
was summer, and life was in full bloom.

There
she was, the little girl – hopping, humming, and walking through the little
pathway. She looked happy and content. Her arms swayed shamelessly around. She
was visiting her grandparents for summer. Most of the year, she lived in the city lost in the concrete
jungles of big tall buildings, roads, noise and so many people. Everyone was
busy there. No one had time for a little girl. She loved it here. Everything spoke
to her, including the grass in the field. She was happy here. The little girl’s
feet unknowingly moved to the rhythms of the singing women as she tried to
balance her walk on the narrow pathway. She didn’t notice the women and the
women her.
And
then out of the blue, one of the women saw her. She waved out to the little
girl and asked her to come closer. The little girl was shy. By now, the other
women were also up straight and looking at the girl with smiles on their faces.
The girl shyly walked towards them. One of the women asked her, “Hey little
girl, you are not from here, are you?” The little shook her head in a “no”.
“Who’s
child are you?” one of the woman asked. “Where do you live?” asked another. The
little girl pointed to a house in the distance and spoke in a low voice, “I am Balamani’s
daughter. We are visiting for summer”.
By
now, the women had gathered around the girl, their feet wading in the waters of
the field. Many women nodded in recognition of her house. They knew her family
and also, her grandparents. They looked at her in admiration, and started to speak
all at once:
“Oh! You are Balamani’s
daughter! Are you?”
“She is Parvathi Amma’s
granddaughter”
“You are such a beauty. Isn’t
she a beauty?”
“Oh! Look at her dark
eyes!”
“She looks like
Bhagawathi herself has descended on the land!”
“Balamani is so lucky! The
Goddess has come to her home”
As
the women spoke and commented, the girl’s eyes opened in deep wonder. She
looked amazed at these women. She had seen them often but never paid much attention. Now they looked so beautiful and content. And as she looked deep into their eyes,
she began to expand and expand and expand. Her awareness grew by leaps and
bounds. She looked more beautiful and radiant like the morning sun, fresh and
crisp. She was shy and yet, there was a deep strength that arose from within.
Something in her had changed. She was becoming. And then, it happened.
She
became Her.
She
was the paddy field that the women were standing on.
She
was the wind that was blowing through their hair.
She
was the bird that was flying overhead.
She
was the coconut tree swaying in the wind.
She
was the mongoose, peeking out of the bush to see what was happening!
She
was the Earth looking back at the women.
She
was the Goddess gazing into Her own reflection.
She
was Beautifully Powerful and
Powerfully Beautiful was she!
And then, the very next moment, she was the shy
little girl again. Embarrassed and laughing, she turned around and ran back
towards her house. Deep in her heart she had awoken.
She knew that she was powerful
because she was a girl.
She was in love with these women.
She was in love with the
earth more than she ever was.
She was in love with life.
The women smiled to each
other as they saw her run away, and got back to their work. It was just another
day in the village.
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